I can't stop crying

What happened?

I was alone here on the forum. Me and emo.

I've been thinking of ending it all. Had major event with a former friend who deicded it was ok mocking my LBK "home surgery". I lost it, almost killed myself sunday, and things kept on piling and I was just laying in bed crying for hours. I'm still bit shocked, but I had some amazing new come my way.